i gotta get control of myself

hearts get broken all the time. I get broken all the time. I am always in a fighter stance when it comes to love. anyone can potentially break your heart. i am over it. I cant keep this up. I must be strong. I never ever have a choice. I always get fucking hurt. its nobody fault but mine.

Hearts get broken

All the time.

Bud Tender

Here it is . The last hours and down to six customers. I was hoping for no one. Who buys bud at five minutes to midnight? Yet here I am with six customers and no patience.

'What's this one like?'

At this point my patience is thin. I'm like come on dude. It like the rest of them. Its fucking weed. Get on and smoke it douche. But I have to have patience. I can't curse at people. So I say,  'It's a sativa indica hybrid. It's not jittery or not too sleepy' 

So what do you want? I think that. I don't say It.  My face on the other hand, says hurry the fuck up.

'I'll take the first one I chose.'

Oh you mean the one I just put back? Ok let me just climb up there again and get it for you.  You prick.

QUIT YOUR JOB. IF YOU WANT TO LIVE. a poorly written manifesto.

What does it mean to have a job without violating personal integral ethics? As americans, What is it that we want from our employee experience? Is it to stick it to the little guy everyday? Is it to make money without any moral conscience or thought. Is it right to turn off a persons utilities or kick them out of a house, if they cant pay. At one point or another all of us americans experienced hardship. we are split between the rich and the poor and the poor outweigh the rich. It is, in my opinion, immorally corrupt to weigh peoples fate on the size of their pocketbook. As employees in the corporate world people make and execute dicisions, that put people in the worst position. if this is part of your job, to make people pay over priced rent for bad living conditions, Take weekly late fees for people who needed to eat that day, Take a whole paycheck for late fees, keep them down when they needed the most help. You might want to question your place in that world. Even though it is the way it is. it is indecent and immoral. So you basically throw your personal ethos and integrity to the wind just to make a paycheck. We all know that we all need jobs to pay bills and make money. it just feel so wrong to play into capitalism. These people don't care about their customers so imagine what they do to the employees. When will we stand up and not take the shit anymore. People are so afraid to fight for their rights. It is scary and not a world i want to live in. To take a whole weeks worth of income in order to pay for late fees is wrong. to be an employee and enforce this immoral act makes you responsible for this evil. We need to take care of each other. not violate our freedom and happiness for a paycheck. An all of us are guilty of this. So what do we do about it? We all need to work. we all need a roof over our head. Maybe for three weeks every american should boycott corporate business and homes all at the same time. Power is in numbers. If we dont buy or play into the crap they dont work. We the people are too big to fail. Can you say Citizen bailout?