Don't let them tell you that i am not the one I am who I am. I am you. Don't listen to the hate Don;t let it penetrate your heart that belongs to me tell them you are not afraid you don't believe that i am those things tear at their eyes when they talke ill of me I do it for you. DOn't be afraid to love me fear is the unknown and they don;t know me They don't know our bond even from across the oceans They dont know us my love

return to me

I love you.

You think I want to watch you go out and fall in love with some other bitch? No. I do not want to do that. I'd rather go blind and deaf. WY do you think I keep saying I love you. I understand you. You are afraid. You are afraid of what people will think. What's worst you are afraid of what you think. I can't. I can't be your friend. I just can't. I want more and if I can't have it then I need to move on. I wish it was easy. How do ypubgall out of love. This ones familiar though. I've done that pretended to be someone's friend. Only to be pushed aside so he could love someone else. I refuse to do that again. I have feelings people. My heart breaks. And you are breaking my heart. You are not worthy of me. Why can't I leave you alone?
Just say it. Please just say it. You got me on a hook just kill it. So I can love on.

sucker free

No child don't cry
Let it be
No whining now girl
You're sucka free

If it feels the way it feels
Than that's the way it is
Be happy girl
You are sucka free

Sucka free
Sucka free
Sucka free

No you don't know me very well
You this is it but there is al lot tell
But you don't get to see
All that is in me
And now I'm happy
because I'm sucka free

No child don't you cry
just let it be
No crying now girl
You are sucka free

death

Death Comes to you in many forms.
Change is inevitable and sometimes uninvited.

Robot and the bad man.

Robot was hurt. He was a bit beaten up but he was Ok. I didn't want to think about what they were trying to do to robot when Uriel showed up. Or was he already hurt. He laid across my lap. I gave him a bit of asprin to put him to sleep and let him sleep off his mysery. I am haapy he is alive. But this asshole of mine has got to be dealt with.

"You should be thinking negetivly while you are holding a sick being."

"oh. you came out of no where. how did you know what i was thinking."

I can hear you. I've seen you do everything.'
'eveverything? cause I mas...nevermind. Everything?'
You know what, I didn't want to know. I waved my hand as if to say. 'no, don't say anything.'
He got it smiled and lauged.

'Why? why not think negetivly holding an animal?'
'I think you know what i mean. but you want me to confirm it for you right?'
I knodded yes. I wanted to him to say whatbi knew out loud.

'You are a very powerful creature. All human beings are. and whatever energy you put out is felt by others because you are connected. So eminating hate or negetivity is passed on to this sick creature that you are directly in contact with . and it slows down his healing process. it's call depression.

Hmm. I did know that. Really I did.

Uriel: Face of an Angel

I awoke to find a man standing over me. He was 6'7, brown curly hair Fiery Brown eyes that glowed like jewels. Gorgeous. Was this the same person who saved me?
'Who are you.?
'I'm Uriel.'
'Uriel? Did you get me here last night?'
'Yes.'
I just nodded and did my suspicion noise,'hmm'.
'Are you hungry?'
Am I hungry? I am confused.
'Why?'
'Well, because I have food if you are hungry.'
I shook my head. We were not on the same page.
'No. why did you save me?'
'You needed saving.'
'Are you a super hero? I mean does that really happen to people? Obviously right? It happened to me.'
He walked over to the counter and pulled out a melon.
'I guess you can call me a super hero. I'm your personal super hero.'
'Why me? I'm not special. Why not some blond. or some white chick?'
He laughed. You are pretty funny. I've always watched you. I'm you guardian angel.'
I didn't believe it. A guardian fucking angel.
'I thought you guys were supposed to be and influence with out actually interfering.
'Are you angry that I saved you? I can send you back into the hands of you idiot boss. Now once again, what do you want to eat?'
I was not going to argue. I'm happy to be alive. If this is my reality, then this is my reality. who was i to question my fate. I was going to sit here and eat with this gorgeous hunk of a man.

I took a sip of the coffee. It smelled divine. It had strong rich aromatic smell. I could smell the nutty flavor of it. I Sipped it on my tongue and let it roll around my pallet. It had hints of almond and macadamia nuts. This was good coffee. It was heavenly. Maple pancakes with real maple syrup and butter. Bacon made perfect. I could not complain. Uriel ate with me. Passing pieces of melon while we ate. It was the first time I appreciated a meal. I reveled in the act of eating pleasurably. Breakfast was sexy. Uriel could be the perfect man. If he wasn't an Angel.

'You'll be here for a couple of months. You are being watched. It's unsafe for you to go back home. This is your new home.'

I was speechless. It was really that serious? I was going to be killed if I went home. I did not want to argue, was not going to argue and did not care about anything in that apartment. Except for robot.
'oh shit. Robot is there. My Dog.'
'You can not go back to that house under any circumstance.'
'You have to save my dog.'
I was not happy. No one was going to take my dog. And this house is pimp robot had to be here.
'We have to get robot.'
He shook his head,'OK. I'll get robot. YOU stay here.'