Activating for the activist

Shaman and elephant mother: pt.2

Nsansi, the new mother of the elephant tribe and Baru Found comfort among the elephants. This new land given to them by Liza was green and lavished with fruit. There was plenty of water to drink. Nsansi did not understand why Liza had chosen to save her and her husband and not the rest of her tribe. She was grateful to be alive. and was more than happy to take care of Liza's majestic elephants. They had not only become her family, They had become her ally as well. Nsansi had fallen asleep. There would be a lot to do tomorrow and Nsansi would need all of her energy. Her energy was not too much needed with her allies the elephants. the moon was still visible when she awake and covered in spider web. She could not move and could hear the laughing and the sounds of mockery. 'I will release you if you let me tell you about the beginning of all the world.' Nsansi could hear the voice but did not see the person who had imprisoned her in this silky cocooned prison. 'The beginning began with Liza.' Nsansi was sure in her answer. No one should contest the power of Liza. All things began with the fire in Liza's hands. Nsansi's capture was angered by Nsansi's ignorance and showed himself to her. He was huge in size. Formidable and monstrous in his appearance. He had eight long black legs and eight eyes. He had a red marking on his back that resembled a crescent moon. His strategy to place fear in her under the light of liza. Nsansi was not afraid. She would hear his story in order to escape. 'First, Allow me to introduce myself. I am Anansi. Liza has given me the power of stories. He has made me the keeper of ancient secrets, creativity and communication. you are protected and shall not be harmed. I am here to tell you your future. I am but a messenger. Nsansi had no choice but to listen. Anansi began with the tale of the beginning. Nsansi had learned how liza made all things to come to be. He had mentioned that Nsansi would make a new tribe of people of all colors in different parts of the world. Nsansi and Baru would be the parents of the whole world. Their children would spread and become nations.

Uriel: The world is yours

The phone rang. I was alone in my bedroom. I can't remember how I got here. I must have fallen asleep. Uriel had placed me in bed. I did have a very strange dream. There was a bridge where hundreds of people had gathered from their cars. There was a woman who I could not see but she screamed from the top of her voice. Every time she screamed out, A blue fire ball went flying from the heavens into the buildings. I could see in the distance, a man dress in a bone colored suit walking through the ocean of people. They had made a path for him to easily move through the crowd. He would stop and talk to people that looked as if they were sleeping. I could not see or hear what he was doing and saying. I just knew that he was a force to be recognized as an authority. He had finally got up to me. My head was down and I was groggy but I was awake. He stopped in front of me with a smile. There was no terror in his energy. Only love. He asked me, 'Are you awake?' I said 'Yes'. He looked at me and smiled and walked away. He had next walked over to a man in a striped green, blue and white shirt. The strange black man with long hair and bone colored suit asked him in a calm voice, 'Are you awake?' He did not answer. The young man was fast asleep. He was was standing there with his head down and did not awake when he was addressed. the strange man touched his shoulders and he fell dead. In my dream, I had realized how close I came to death. And those who slumber under the touch of the devil, had perished. I stood up straight wide awake and continued to witness the the blue fire balls smashing into the buildings;destroying everything in it's path. My eyes opened when I heard the loud unusual horn that came next. I had been awaken by my cell.

harmony is healing

When cells in your body are out of whack chaos ensues and sickness begins. sickness is the symptom of violence and chaos. When the cells decide to work together in harmony,and get a flow, then healing can take place. So to declare a war on something ensues chaos. and what ensues chaos is the fact that america declares war on everything. Are we sure, as american people, that we are in harmony? No. We declare war on drugs, war on cancer and war on guns only to name a few. When we decide to be in harmony with what we have; the drug dealers, the cancer and the violence will cease to exist. Just a thought.

A privileged America. A weak America

working is the back bone of a strong economy. The more More people have to pay their debts, bills, tax the better the system work. How can a system work when you deny a set of people because of their class or skin color. the privileged don't work as hard. Your structure is going to collapse on itself.

I write these songs about you

i write songs about you they used to be about love and now they are about hate and maybe one day about redemption until then no resolution all i can do is sing about you how you were never good to me do you know what it feels like to hold someone in high regard and feel like a fool when they pull apart. Oh but you don't care that you are not there oh and i wish i can see you oh but i don't want to be with you anymore I could never do to anyone what you have done to me so i write these songs about you They used to to be about love on but now they are about hate And i write these songs for you about how you do me wrong And i can scream at you that would make me the asshole all i can do is to let you go. And i would rather hate you than to see you with someone else so I let you go so i let you go i will let you go i want to let you go one day. Maybe today.

love is

love is pain it is lust it is desire it will betray you it will turn on you It will lie to you and you will allow it to kill you love is disrespectful love is bias Love is only made for beauty queens And they will deny it turn on it lie to it beatt it to submission will not appreciate it. Fuck love

The natural Yeast infection cure.

Yes. Yes. Yes. I am about to embark on a journey into conversation. A conversation about Fungal cure for the annoying monster called a yeast infection. If you are like me and the over the counter drug that you have to insert into your body is a bit scary, then try the old fashion way with tea tree oil. Yes, tea tree oil. Now I am not some nasty tramp of a woman who did nasty stuff to get a yeast infection. I just had to take antibiotics and that will do it to you every time. So I looked up natural cures on-line and found a few articles about Tea tree Oil. Tea tree oil apparently acts as an anti-fungal agent. Now if you know anything about tea tree oil, It is pretty concentrated and will burn your skin if you don't dilute it with water. So ladies only dab a dime sized amount onto a cotton ball and drop that into the water. That will mix in and give you a bit of relief as you wipe the outer and inner labia. Please do this sitting in water or standing in the shower to give yourself relief from the burn. You want to burn the fungus not the skin. At first, you will feel the tingle and it should feel cool. It will give you immediate relief from the fugal itch. Even after you leave the water it will feel like a winter's morning. Then it will feel like Satan himself is going down on you. It will feel like a raging itch and burn for about thirty minutes. Then after that It will feel like nothing. I noticed the difference the first time I did it. I repeated the steps the following evening. It was not as bad as the first time and the tea tree oil actually worked. You can rub a little vitamin e oil down there as well to help you heal faster. So it will burn like hell at first but it is worth it. It is way better than the over the counter stuff. And plus your coo coo is all fresh smelling like Christmas or some shit. And that's..that uh..that's pretty good.

So for the breakdown: .1 cotton ball .tea tree oil .bathtub full of water .your vajayjay. Dab a dime sized portion of tea tree oil on to the cotton ball and dilute it with water. Wipe inner and outer labia. Rinse. Suffer. and relief.

All the people say...

At some point we are going to have to have the discussion of Government. What is it? Is it big business? Is it the talking heads in a town hall meeting? The definition of government is defined as The governing body of a nation, state, or community. It is all of us. Not two opposing parties fighting for their position and self interest. We the people will have to take back the government and find really smart people who represent us and not themselves. It is not about the lesser of two evils. That should not be the only choices we have. Time to wake up and talk to each other.

romance novels

Ruined my life.

Uriel: Things happen for a reason.

Some time went by. A month to be exact. I didn't care if I was going to be stuck in here forever. I just missed Ryan. I had thought about him every morning now for a month and being here alone with just a dog and a mysterious man who has been coming in and out of my life all month left me wanting Ryan. It was hard not to call him. even though Ryan had made himself unavailable to me. He had been down right indifferent. I wish that I could just transfer the feelings I have right over to him. I wished that he could see the love I feel for him. He just did not care. He had become a man of the world and that was more important than being in love with me. He loved. Just not me. And I was determined to be happy without him. I just was not. I missed him. I loved him so much and I could not have him. It made me sad often. 'I think that there is something better for you.' I jumped in surprise letting go of the mug in my hand. I was embarrassed to turn to him because of the tears. But I spilled hot chocolate all over his rug. 'Oh my god. I'm so clumsy forgive me.' He didn't say much. He didn't ask me to turn around. I was glad because I did not want him to see me crying. He just walked into the kitchen. I followed wiping the tears away and putting on a happy face. Uriel went for the towel. I reached out for it. I was my mess. As I began cleaning the mess my thoughts returned to Ryan. 'He do not see the fire in you yet. All he see is what you present to him. which is a tiny fraction of what you truly are. You are a supernova. You illuminate the world with your ideas. you are a rare celestial phenomenon. And it will be too late for him if he does not wise up. Never doubt who you are my dear. You are so important to the world that I am here to protect you. Even though I did not want to believe Uriel; I wanted to just wallow in my own self-pity. It was hard not to believe such a convincing argument. I for the first time in a month forgot about Ryan and thought how amazing it would be to be in love with Uriel. I mean he is beautiful. He is magical. he can fly for pete's sakes. If it was possible, Wouldn't it have already happened? 'I'm waiting for you.' I guess I was deep in thought because Uriel pulled me back into reality with that comment. It made me wonder. Had he always been waiting for me? And who and what is he? He is definitely not human. No matter what he looked like. He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. I had easily molded myself into him. I had been longing for someone to hold me all day. being in Uriel's arms felt like being in the comfort of an angel. He smelled like caramel corn and apples. My two favorite things. I did not need to kiss him. I just wanted to remain in his arms. The music seemed to cooperate with the moment. Everything around me seemed to encourage me to remain in his arms. I could remain here all day. The energy he conveys feels like comforting love. As my nose pressed against his chest and I took in all of his scent I had forgotten all about Ryan.

love at first sight or chemistry

your face came into to view sending messages to my brain at first seeing you my brain created phenyl ethylamine, the Dopamine and norepinephren arised from just thinking loving thoughts about you. You make me feel excited and interested enough to actually touch or kiss you. there is a chain reaction when I think of you. a serotonin chaser to open my heart and my senses to take it all in.

mon ami

votre cerveau est sexy ma chère. Je vais danser avec toi pour toujours vous serez toujours mon vrai amoureux même si vous n'avez pas le pense pas même si vos lèvres ont dit non, mais vous les mains raconté une histoire différente même lorsque nous nous sommes embrassés quand vous avez dit je t'aime dans ton sommeil pas besoin de se trouve i kniw vous bien mon amour pas de mensonges pas de mensonges pas mauvais cœur aucun préjudice moral mais le sexe est toute chose vous êtes tous des choses

reality

You don't believe in my hips you can't handle the honey from my lips You don't understand my beauty and wealth you can't see the richness of my words you are ashamed to love me You want to identify but your friends will not let you well i have no time for cowards I deserve an original thinker a firebrand a hustler a lover and a friend not a coward

Polo ad i wrote

Ok. so, it is early. I don't believe this is happening. My friends are going to be wondering why this man is in love with me. And there he was with his entire body streched until he reached the top of the doorway.
He wore.his small black Polo briefs that drove me insane.  I was in love with him. I didn't see this going any further. But i am in love with the man.

Shamen and Elephant Mother pt1.

Nsansi's hunger grew to pain. Here was the rest of her tribe. They were dead and dying of hunger and dehydration. This was the land that used to be the place where Nsansi and her husband grew together as children. Now it seemed that Liza had turned his back on them. He had scorched the land and forced them to travel to places out of their home. It was believed that Liza was angry with Judaf, the village chief and Shaman, for boasting that he was far more powerful than Liza. At first, Liza started with the vegetation. He dried out every thing to eat. Killing anything that could grow. Then, he scorched the land from ever baring any kind of vegetation ever again. and to this day the land is still unbearable and unlivable. It was Judaf's son who died first, then every child and mother. The fathers of the village were the last to die. Before they did, tied Judaf to a stake and after stoning him; burned him alive. The only two left was Nsansi and her husband, Baru meaning Big lizard. Nsansi has always been strong. She was blessed to have never been sick. Nsansi was beautiful and had chosen for her husband, the biggest most gentle man in the tribe. As the rest of the tribe died out for the sins of the Village Chief, they burned everybody until it was only them. Nsansi and Baru had began to journey out of their paradise into the dry lands killed by Liza. It seemed Liza had shown how far and wide Judaf's ego had killed. Nsansi began to suspect that Liza would kill every man and child and now was torturing them with their survival. But she would never say that aloud and began to ask Liza for forgiveness of her small and simple mind. At that moment, A large elephant approached Nsansi and her husband. the elephant, massive in size, leaned down to them inviting them to ride. Nsansi took this as a sign from Liza that she was forgiven. She felt the presence and received the message. I am here carry you into a new land. Nsansi, with all of her bravery let the elephant's trunk lift her to it's back. Baru followed.

Fashion ad i wrote

He stood outside. Face stubbleled, hair a mess. He looked a little desperate. I did miss him. I missed him so much. But he did not take up for me when I needed him most. I took my time strolling over to him. I didn't look him in the eye. Not until I was close. His face was a bit sad. He was a bit hurt. And I could not hurt him the way he hurt me. Damn his good looks. 'Hey.' He pulled his hands out of his beigh trench coat. I could see the plain white t-shirt underneath. It was appropriate with the blue jeans and penny loafers. I didn't know if he wanted to reach for me. Not that I would reach but I wanted to with all of my might. 'Hey', he said. Awkward. 'Milli listen', I stopped him in mid sentence. I didn't need him to say the obvious. I just wanted him to kiss me. I grabbed the flaps of the trech coat and pulled him closer. 'I forgive you.'

Break it down: What is pop music today?

I'll start off this way? Pop music is popular because it's instinctual. People know what they like and that's why it becomes popular. Is music in the ear of the beholder?

There is a formula now used in the music industry to take old popular music, recycle it, and make it your own. I know what you are thinking, hip hot does this. But there was always the acknowledgement and homage to the original creator. Not this new formula.

The new formula is to now steal the melody as if you created and change the music.

For example, Lady gaga used Madonna's Holiday to create Her song,'born this way. while it's a completely different words the formula is there. We'll call it the Madonna formula. Lady Gaga used the Madonna formula in most of her music and her performance presentation. while this is a huge compliment to Madonna, it is a big failure in the music industry. It is the cancer of original thought.

Artist should not be artist because they can replicate what someone else has acomplished. Not in pop,not in hip hop, not even in any other art medium.

Don't let them tell you that i am not the one I am who I am. I am you. Don't listen to the hate Don;t let it penetrate your heart that belongs to me tell them you are not afraid you don't believe that i am those things tear at their eyes when they talke ill of me I do it for you. DOn't be afraid to love me fear is the unknown and they don;t know me They don't know our bond even from across the oceans They dont know us my love